Being able to grow so much is such a beuatiful part of life but being able to watc someone else grow is the best pleasure for the blood pumping muscle we so happily call our heart.

Now the heart is a funny contradicting piece of work, Mine I keep locked away in a contemporary grey box, lined with clown fish orange velvet, every so often you hear it pound against the soft walls of the box….rattling and beating.

If I could explain my state right now: I’m faced with one of the most beautiful people, I’ve ever encountered. They came into my life like I did theres, with ease and so naturally and it was pure laughter and pure happiness from the beginning.

It’s not a relationship, not quite friends…It is what it is, now usually I’d be outta this quicker than a fat kid running for the ice cream van but such a connection like this one I wasn’t willing to part with just yet…

I usually get bored after I get what I want, need or desire but this felt different. Believe me when I say I was/am terrified but that terror is slowly being overcome with this constant smile and bubbly laughter…

I’m gonna say my words, from my soul to your beautiful soul and hope you don’t make a big mistake…I feel this is something not to let go of…give me a chance to atleast try, I’m not saying its everything but I know it’s definately something you don’t find everyday.