October 2011
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It’s crazy how you used to say you never wanted to be anything like your mother. All the heartache and abuse you recieved when you were younger followed by the hurt she gave you when you were older. Now you’ve become her. Aren’t you proud?
Remember when your mother said you wouldn’t have any of your degrees without her? Well actually you never had a fancy masters anyway,...
September 2011
2 posts
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I went to a gig tonight with some of the most amazing souls I know. They played I listened and because my soul is so open right now the raw flesh absorbed all. Here is what I heard in the lyrics from one soul to another:
In England we go to a independant store to avoid corporate and being charged £6.00 instead of £4.70 just to have a quiet life. Simon Peacock.
A reporter reading out your...
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...weight
I’m not sure where to begin…
When I was younger I used to watch all the girls I danced with struggle and battle their weight. I was never like that. I have always had fat kid tendencies and could never understand why they were thinking in that manner.
over the last 6 months I’ve been battling my weight and now I’m in a situation I don’t know how to handle really,...
May 2011
5 posts
A translucent soul wandering down a pier, milling past a million tiny cells of made up DNA that we call other souls. Let me jump, in hope you will catch me.
I wish. I want. I need.
I’m making the biggest change to my life. I’m moving back to what my heart wants. Along with all that my heart wants you. I’ll wait any amount of time until you’re back in my arms.
don’t fight anymore. I can’t fight anymore. say sorry and come lay with me.
pick me. choose me. love me.
I know you love me inside. We both fucked up. Now come hold each others
Hands and move away from the craziness.
I’m so in love that’s why I did what I did. In fear of losing you. Which pushed you away.
Don’t leave don’t go.
If you’re thinking of me, come find me.
Call me. Don’t text me it’s not personal.
Pick me. Choose me. Love me.
April 2011
1 post
Ace. I'm lost. I'm back.
Dear Tumblr…
Not sure when I last wrote? Come to think of it…I’m lost.
I moved to a beautiful, crazy city, where my heart meet a soul that made everything around me flutter. I lost my mind somewhere in a street near by and spiralled out of control.
The Soul: Oh my, she’s so difficult to put into words. For the best of reasons. The most beautiful brunette I’ve ever...
July 2010
1 post
I’m in love. It’s disgusting isn’t it. But I’m happy.
June 2010
5 posts
So after a discussion with someone whom I love dearly I began to write, in honour of her.
Finding you, finding me.
I’m aiming for it to be published.
Peace.
I’m crawling inside someone give me a cure for What I feel.
I know had you of been single
Last night we might of touched.
May 2010
1 post
I’m so in love my head hurts. I keep
Doing these silly things and
Messing up, but I really wanna be with her.
Someone please give me Strength to be able to do this Right…
Peace
April 2010
1 post
:I wish I could understand whom ths is for.
Relationships…They are the best thing for a human being but the worst for the heart, be it friends, family or lovers, it’s a constant struggle for survival in some form of way.
I have this one relationship. It’s becoming well I’m not sure exactly. You see what I have with you…You have with someone else…But with that someone else, you don’t like what you...
March 2010
3 posts
I look at you and I am beginning to find you extremely young. I look at you and think of actually how stunningly beautiful you are. I look at you and think for a smart person your naive and dumb. I look at you and you don’t look back. You want too but you don’t.
You got some growing to do.
peace.
Today I have the feel good factor, oozing from my soul. I must admit it’s been a non blissful week but my soul sees the brighter side shining through.
I bought Ministry of Sound: Funky House Classics & HedKandi World Series: Tokyo and well my heart is bouncing through the sky, and the sky isn’t een blue its gray.
The little things I care about I removed for my life today. I had a...
:Here I am.
Being able to grow so much is such a beuatiful part of life but being able to watc someone else grow is the best pleasure for the blood pumping muscle we so happily call our heart.
Now the heart is a funny contradicting piece of work, Mine I keep locked away in a contemporary grey box, lined with clown fish orange velvet, every so often you hear it pound against the soft walls of the...
February 2010
7 posts
Dear window in the room I sit down in,
If I stare at you long enough, will you ask me why? Will you reply with a sound so sweet so true, or will you punch me in the eye for staring too long? I see right through, like a soul with no depth, but I look at you with passion, you let me see my breath.
Dear walls that surround me, every second of the day,
When I leave the room, do you tell my secrets?...
Stumbling up the rickety staircase, walking behind, such a intriuging soul, knowing when we reach the top, I’ll feel that protuberant spot inside of your body, the beat inside of me quickened, such a thrilling ride. Ah yes, the state of mind, not so much a mind but a state of drunken awareness. There was no need to undress your essence as you were already infront of my beating frame.
“Did you ever think that you could be in motion without emotion?”
Lost for words.
I used to think I was a patient person, but lately I’ve come to find I’m unable to wait a moment for a reply….Maybe it was the content of the letter/text/e-mail, but to me it is irrelivant.
Throughout the day I pose myself with analytic questions, not saying that any of this makes sense to you the reader but I’m starting to discover so much within that it’s not just...
I’m rather confused. But I’m enjoying being lost in the beauty of our words. I can say there not the prettiest of words but to me they sound deep and full of light aired breath. I’d like to move along the water and see how far we can go.
It’s probably an ocean I shouldn’t swim but I want to see if we will fall into love tears and skin.
I’d like to fall into...
January 2010
7 posts
I broke this evening, like a opera singer in a room full of cyrstal. It was my fault but I needed to get through the blur of my self inflicted tunnel vision. I hold your heart inside my bruised and battered rib cage, I dream on the roof of a car seeing with your eyes, holding you hand in my head full of dreams I knew were a reality. I breathe with your smog filled lungs, I taste your cloves in my...
Gandhi's Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the...
takeiteasylovenothing:
iheartmyart:dirtyhumans:
1. Change yourself. “You must be the change you want to see in the world.” “As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world - that is the myth of the atomic age - as in being able to remake ourselves.” 2. You are in control. “Nobody can hurt me without my permission.” 3. Forgive and let it go. “The weak can...
December 2009
16 posts
nathanieljames:
Happy Together (Baron Von...
It’s my first christmas home in 3 years. I’m happy. I’m 21. I’m not fat nor ugly. I have 3/4 jobs. I’m still in love with dancing. I’m single and happy.
I have more in my life than ever before. I’m actually loving what I have.
I’ve made some great friends this year. We have lost 5 celebrities to death, but we’re moving from 2009 to 2010 and...
I’m actually gutted that I was right. I knew she wouldn’t buy a present. I don’t want anything from her, But I knew she wouldn’t it’s a running theme.
So why is it upsetting me so much?
Oh because I want to marry this woman. I wish I could just move on. Well I don’t want to that’s my f’ing problem.
hm.
Reality hurts. Actually no. She does.
Late.
